I've neglected this place for many months, almost 9 months actually. Which brings me around to the reason for this post. I just reached the oh so exciting mile stone of my unfulfilled due date. You know, from that blip of a pregnancy I had back in May.
I'm sad to say, things haven't changed. No spontaneous pregnancies, no sudden windfalls allowing for unlimited rounds of IVF and no bundles of joy left mysteriously on my doorstep.
With no babies on the horizon and no immediate plans for aquiring one, I'm trying to put it out of my mind and muddle through this ridculously bad era of my life. With that said, I'm not planning on continuing this blog.
If you're reading this, I'd like to say thank you for your support and lots of luck with your family building.
Signing off.
Stephanie
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About Me
- Stephanie
- I'm 31 years old and married to a wonderful man, M. We've been trying to start a family but it's just not happening. I'm beginning to wonder if it ever will and whether we'll be okay with that.
TTC History
- 11/05-11/06 Trying
- 12/06 Clomid 50mg
- 1/07 Clomid 100mg
- 2/07 Clomid 100mg
- 3/07 Clomid, Ovidril, IUI, Prometrium
- 3/07 Laparoscopy -Endometriosis/Polyps confirmed
- 4/07 Femara 5mg, Ovidril, IUI, Prometrium
- 5/07 Femara 5mg, Ovidril, IUI, Prometrium
- 6/07 Femara 5mg, Ovidril, IUI, Prometrium
- 6/07 BCP Time out, cyst found
- 7/07 Femara 5mg, Ovidril, IUI, Prometrium
- 8/07 Endometrial lining too thick Provera started
- 8/07 PIO given to start period
- 9/07 BCP Time out, cyst found
- 10/07 Femara 5mg, Ovidril, IUI, Prometrium, Acupuncture
- 11/07 Endometrial Biopsy
- 11/07-1/08 Acupuncture and Herbs -trying the old fasioned way
- 3/08 (mini-stim) IVF #1 Started and Canceled due to poor response - Low Ovarian Reserve a possibility
- 1/09 Consultation with clinic in NY
- 3/09 Saline Sonohysterogram -Polyps found (again)
- 4/09 Polypectomy
- 4/09 IVF #2 Poor Response/LOR -2 transferred!
- 5/09 BFP!!! and then BFN aka Chemical Pregnancy
- 1/10 Unfulfilled Due Date
5 comments:
Hi Stephanie. Hope you'll pop in on Facebook once in a while and say hi to me. I wish you peace and happiness wherever your life takes you.
hugs and love
I stumbled upon your blog while doing a google search. I just wanted to tell you that I really appreciate your blog and I can relate to a lot of your feelings of discouragement and disappointment. I hope that you find success in your journey and wish you all the best. Maybe in some small way it will make you feel a little better to know that by sharing your story, it makes me feel a little bit less alone.
Stephanie you have given me a great deal of comfort on my won journey as I have today had an FSH test and a high score of 11.9! Regardless my doctor is going ahead with my IVF cycle. I thank you for your intelligent, sensitive and honest blog. Maria x
Stephanie you have given me a great deal of comfort on my won journey as I have today had an FSH test and a high score of 11.9! Regardless my doctor is going ahead with my IVF cycle. I thank you for your intelligent, sensitive and honest blog. Maria x
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